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Ignatius and the Mouse

August 29, 2010 By: Lisa Category: Uncategorized No Comments →

In 1999, when Jesuit Jim Strzok sat across from Ignatian Associates Tim and Ruth Leacock and asked the question, “What about Africa?” the words “hung in the air.” Tim was trying to find a home for several still good computers discarded by his company, and Jim, a teacher at an all-boys Jesuit high school, had been missioned to Uganda and knew a former student there who was looking for computers. What seemed logistically impossible and an insane idea to most people, nagged at the hearts of these three practitioners of Ignatian Spirituality. Were they really being called to send these refurbished computers all the way to Africa? Three years later Computers For Africa (CFA) was a registered non-profit with the mission of refurbishing donated computers in Omaha, Nebraska, packing and shipping them to high schools in Uganda.

In 2004, Ruth and Tim found themselves called to go even further to ensure young African students were not left behind by the digital revolution. The Leacock’s, at age 55, packed everything they owned into a 20 x 10 storage space, sold their home in Omaha, and moved to Kampala, Uganda. For two years, Ruth and Tim lived in Africa amidst power outages, limited food supplies, and non-existent infrastructure, establishing CFA as one of the first non-profits to serve in the war-torn northern area of the country. After establishing a sound program of training Ugandan high school teachers to operate and maintain the CFA computer labs that had been shipped from Omaha, Ruth and Tim turned all on-the-ground operations over to Africans to administer for themselves. They resisted the temptations to stay in control and returned to the United States.

And when Ruth awoke one morning with a campaign idea to “send a mouse on a mission” (a computer mouse that is) to raise funds and awareness for Computers For Africa, she fully embraced the message by actually turning her car into a mouse! Today, she and Tim scoot around Omaha in a gray Camry that has two ears, a nose with whiskers, and a long pink tail, raising awareness of their solution to the digital divide –and leaving behind a trail of smiles in their wake!

Ignatian spirituality was one of the driving forces behind the miracle that is Computers For Africa. Ignatius’ admonition to have an open heart and listen to what brings consolation (even if it is a seemingly impossible, counter-cultural or crazy idea) encouraged Ruth and Tim to do what experts said was “impossible.” The practice of holding all things loosely and seeking neither wealth nor poverty freed them to follow that consolation half way around the Earth and empower the giftedness of Africans as equal manifestations of God. And even in the silliness perhaps of turning one’s car into a mouse, Ignatius would applaud the use of the imagination and living with passion. Even a mouse car can be for the greater glory of God.

Today, Computers for Africa, in just eight short years, has refurbished over 2200 computers and established computer labs in 123 Ugandan communities! Never doubt that living this Ignatian life, though not always easy, will change the world and take you on the journey of a lifetime.

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Photo: “Mouse Car” by Lisa Kelly from Flickr (Used under Creative Commons license)
To learn more about Computers For Africa and be a part of the CFA miracle, go to www.computers4africa.org

All God’s Creatures

April 18, 2010 By: mbensley Category: Uncategorized Comments Off

Being human is no easy task.  And to be human means accepting the creaturely-ness that we have been born into.   Despite every effort we might make to control, organize and order our lives, God affirms His ultimate control over us time and time again throughout our lives; usually in some sort of suffering way.  As humans, none of us are exempt from the pains of teething, the awkwardness of puberty, or the losses of far too many things— love, memory, hair, and life. Yet each of us has been promised that we will be taken care of by our Creator and Caretaker, our God.  There is something profoundly refreshing in knowing that we are not in control; we will weather certain landmarks but be taken care of and supported in each moment, distressing or otherwise.  This relationship of “Creator to creature” reminds me much of “master and pet.”  I recently heard the poet Edward Hirsch read of this latter relationship in his poem “Wild Gratitude.”  In the poem, Hirsch compares intricacies of his relationship with his cat Zooey to that of 18th Century British poet Cristopher Smart and his beloved cat Jeoffrey.  The underlying message is that we can learn how to be better creatures, better servants and better celebrators of our creaturely-ness by looking at the things we take care of, and sometimes take for granted, our cats*.  (Substitute here any trusty sidekick, furry or otherwise, that tickles your fancy.)

Smart writes:

For he is tenacious of his point.
For he is a mixture of gravity and waggery.
For he knows that God is his Saviour.
For there is nothing sweeter than his peace when at rest.
For there is nothing brisker than his life when in motion.
For he is of the Lord’s poor and so indeed is he called by benevolence perpetually – Poor Jeoffry! poor Jeoffry! the rat has bit thy throat. (From: “For My Cat Jeoffrey”)

After observing his own cat, Hirsch comments on what he has learned from his own adored Zooey in his poem “Wild Gratitude”:

And only then did I understand
It is Jeoffry—and every creature like him—
Who can teach us how to praise—purring
In their own language,
Wreathing themselves in the living fire.

As you go about another busy day remember to celebrate this creature-like life.  Even when you’re tired as a dog and wish a little more order, a little more power could come your way, remember the cat Jeoffrey, whose mixture of gravity and waggery celebrates the fact that God is his Saviour, God is his caretaker, God is in control.

Luke 10:38-42

March 14, 2010 By: mbensley Category: Ignatian Spirituality, Megan's Posts, Uncategorized Comments Off

Parties have been on my mind lately. Last weekend I helped to throw a birthday party for my niece, this week there were two birthday celebrations at work and tonight I’m having a few friends over for a dinner party. That being said, I cannot get Luke’s words out of my head:

As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him. She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet listening to what he said. But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, “Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!” “Martha, Martha,” the Lord answered, “You are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.” (Luke 10:38-42)

I am much more of a Martha than a Mary. Dinner parties, lesson planning for my classes, birthdays, vacations…. I busy myself with little distractions, oftentimes to the detriment of my enjoyment of the “event” itself. When I think about the kind of party I would like to throw if Jesus was in my neighborhood for the evening, I immediately begin making lists:

1) Homemade snacks of all kinds
2) Cake fit for a King
3) Extravagantly long guest list
4) Party games? Which ones? (Is Jesus more of a Taboo buff or Scattergories nut?)
5) Clever music (I’m thinking of a catchy i-tunes mix with the first song being Chicago’s
“You’re the Inspiration.” Would He get it?)

In the midst of my planning for this fictional, overly ambitious dinner party I am reminded of Jesus’ reminder to Martha, “Stop being worried about so many things and just enjoy the moment!” This week I am going to take a cue from Mary: worry less, busy myself less and live more in the moment. I suspect this just might make the presence of Christ all the more clear to me in the classroom, in my conversations with friends, and during the dinner party that is happening in t-minus one hour. I’ll keep you posted on my “less is more efforts!”

My Center.

November 18, 2009 By: lizivkovich Category: Liz's Posts, Uncategorized 1 Comment →

“Don’t let people steal your center.” Sister Dorothy tells me every spiritual direction. My center, this elusive place in my body that as a dancer I’m always trying to find. “Get your center to do that turn,” Lift your leg from your center,” “Start the movement in your center.” Center. Center. Center.
 
Today I am struck that the theme emerging from my daily meditations this past month is my dependency on God to be centered. Still in the preparation weeks of the 19th annotation, I keep thinking “When will I get to sin?” That thought is always followed quickly by “Who says that?!” :) In Love, A Guide for Prayer by Bergan & Schwan, every prayer meditation starts with a declaration of our dependency on God. I’m dependent on God even for God to meet me in silent prayer. I never realized that. I keep bringing my work ethic into my prayer life; if I can just focus harder, God will meet me. If I think myself into a prayer frame of mind I’ll be centered.

It doesn’t work that way. I can’t find my center by grabbing for it, and can’t keep it by working to hold onto it. In some mystical meeting of my surrender and God’s action I hear the Spirit. In the moments I release control, or even desire to control I can keep hold of my center when I feel surrounded by chaos. I’ve only found that has really happened a few times in the last month, the spare moments when I was able to truly stop and be dependent on something other than myself. Those moments were breathtakingly beautiful.

Ah, St Ignatius and Sister Dorothy get it right again.

We know nothing until we know everything

I have no object to defend

for all is of equal value to me.

I cannot lose anything in this

place of abundance I have found.

If something my heart cherishes

is taken away,

I just say “Lord, what happened?”

And a hundred more appear.

- St Catherine of Siena

Photo: “18: Full Circle” by “Anna Gay” from Flickr (Used under Creative Commons license)