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		<title>Remembering St. Ignatius</title>
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Saturday was the feast of St. Ignatius. I have been thinking about his legacy quite a bit these last few days.  So much of what we call Ignatian spirituality has been reduced to sound bits &#8212; “finding God in all things,” “magis,” “cura personalis.”  These are fine, as far as they go, but they do [...]


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<p>Saturday was the feast of St. Ignatius. I have been thinking about his legacy quite a bit these last few days.  So much of what we call Ignatian spirituality has been reduced to sound bits &#8212; “finding God in all things,” “magis,” “cura personalis.”  These are fine, as far as they go, but they do tend, I think, to deflect our attention away from the man’s actual achievement, and, in so deflecting, to insulate us from the core insight of the Ignatian way.</p>
<p>The Church at the beginning of the 16th century was not pretty.  Ignatius was born in 1491, one year before Columbus sailed to America.  In 1517 Martin Luther published his 95 theses and launched the Protestant Reformation.  The Society of Jesus was founded, officially, in 1540, five years before the beginning of the Council of Trent. Ignatius died in 1556, seven years before the end of that Council.</p>
<p>These are not just random dates strewn here and there. The arrival of Columbus marked the end of a way of life for the indigenous peoples of America.  In much of their suffering the Church was complicit. The Reformation is more aptly described as a schism that ruptured the fabric of a 1200-year old experiment in Christian civilization.  It also introduced centuries of religious violence into Christian Europe, laying the foundation for the current post-Christian reality of that place. The Council of Trent, while innovative and creative in some ways, rigidified Catholicism for 400 years, until the relative softening of Vatican II.  So, Ignatius was born in complicated times.</p>
<p>The spirituality that he forged through the teaching of the exercises and the practice of discernment was not a Borders-style self-help manual to make us feel good about ourselves and our relationships, and God.  Rather, it was a way to navigate the complexities of a world that seemed to be in the process of becoming unhinged.  Ignatius asked how should I respond to God in the face of these new realities, and God’s answer was “do something new.” Build schools. Travel to newly discovered parts of the world. Try to do no harm, and hopefully do some good. The response of Ignatius and his followers was not always perfect, but it was certainly original, and it was certainly timely.</p>
<p>I wonder how to recover this part of Ignatius’ legacy.  Like him, we live in a world that seems in the process of becoming unhinged.  In this reality the slogans ring hollow. Can we really “find God in all things” when “all things” means massive suffering in the developing world, melting icecaps, oil spills in the Gulf of Mexico, corrupt politicians, pedophile priests, do I really need to go on?</p>
<p>Finding God in these things does not mean pretending that they are good. Finding God in these hard things means finding out what God wants us to do and doing it.  So, in this season of Ignatius’ feast, I invite all of us inspired by his witness to pray for a good discernment and to get busy.</p>
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		<title>Losing Weight in the Dominican Republic</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 13 Jun 2010 19:01:04 +0000</pubDate>
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I have just returned from ten days in the Dominican Republic.  I was there with several colleagues and nine students working on a documentary portraying the work of Pedro Alamonte, a Catholic deacon who works with the poor in the city of Santiago. More specifically, he serves in a slum of that city known [...]


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<p><font face="Times New Roman">I have just returned from ten days in the Dominican Republic.  I was there with several colleagues and nine students working on a documentary portraying the work of Pedro Alamonte, a Catholic deacon who works with the poor in the city of Santiago. More specifically, he serves in a slum of that city known as Cien Fuegos.  The slum is built right next to the main dump of the city, and the people who live there suffer from all of the aliments, both social and physical, that are typical of urban poverty around the world. For more about the project, please visit the course website at <a href="http://backpack.creighton.edu">http://backpack.creighton.edu.</a></p>
<p>The trip offered little down time, but in the free time I did have I reflected a lot on what it is that continues to draw me to places like this. (This was my fourth trip to the DR.)  Much of the time I was physically uncomfortable.  Daytime temperatures in the DR reach the upper 90s. The humid air at times feels almost liquid.  Few buildings are air-conditioned. Mosquitos and other biting insects enjoy feasting on my northern blood. We spent two nights in a rural community &#8212; a “campo” in local parlance &#8211; and my bed was in a rough-hewn building sandwiched between the grazing cows and a flock of chickens: neither of these worry too much about waking sleeping gringos. </p>
<p>But I knew it would be like this before I went, so the appeal of being there was stronger than the certainty of hardship.  I could cite the remarkable beauty of this lush and mountainous country or the allure of the Atlantic ocean and the Caribbean sea that surround the island like a blue blanket.  I could also cite the deep generosity of the people, especially those who live in the “campos” and share so willingly what little they have.  These things do indeed appeal and attract. Yet, going to this place also does something for my perspective on the world that I need, and, I think, that God wants me to have.</p>
<p>I don’t know why it is so difficult for those of us who live in the midst of plenty to be satisfied with our lives and with what we have.  At home, when I am busy and working hard, I slip so easily into a space of ingratitude and worse, rapacious craving. I don’t have this. I don’t have that.  I need more money. I need more time.  I need more recognition.  Whatever. There is something about life among affluence that, paradoxically, produces desolation.  Coming face to face with the poor in their need is like being slapped awake from a stupor of forgetfulness. Each time I encounter it I feel challenged anew not to forget.</p>
<p>As I sit writing this in my American palace (my 2200 sq. foot house on 10 acres north of Omaha) I am thinking of the family that took care of me in the campo and welcomed me to their 500 sq. foot house &#8212; one of the big ones. I am also thinking that after each trip I seem to weigh a little less than when I left.  I did lose five pounds, but that’s not the kind of weight loss I mean.<br />
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		<title>The Gulf of Mexico, Dirty Oil, and Chickens</title>
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For the past few weeks I’ve watched in horror as oil spews uncontrollably into the Gulf of Mexico. This “spill” as it is euphemistically called is really an environmental disaster of the worst kind. As such, it is another example of a civilization run amok. Pondering the thick black crude irrupting from the deep, I [...]


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For the past few weeks I’ve watched in horror as oil spews uncontrollably into the Gulf of Mexico. This “spill” as it is euphemistically called is really an environmental disaster of the worst kind. As such, it is another example of a civilization run amok. Pondering the thick black crude irrupting from the deep, I am reminded of the the Balrog in the Lord of the Rings. In Tolkien’s masterpiece, the Dwarfs dug too deeply in the Mines of Moria and released a power that consumed and destroyed them.  One can almost hear the Dwarf leaders chanting over the dim protests of those who might have objected, “dig baby dig” until it was too late. Our civilization seems to be approaching the limits of its hubris.</p>
<p>I have been talking for years about getting chickens, another page in my evolving eco-living playbook.  This impulse reflects a variety of influences but most recently it comes from my deepening attraction to bioregionalism, especially of the variety espoused by Wendell Berry and his many disciples. Berry diagnoses the American problem as displacement from place.  We are wandering rootless. We have no communities.  We don’t know the places we inhabit. We have no sense of connection to the land.  For Berry, this rootlessness is the one of the major causes of our environmental problems.  Our disconnection from the physical world makes it more likely that we will feel nothing while we destroy it.  We might not even notice the destruction. Berry recommends a counter-cultural response.  Stay where you are, learn the genius of the places you inhabit, use less, raise some of your own food, become downwardly mobile.  In his old age Berry gives speeches all over the country. Increasingly his audiences are comprised of young people who know intuitively that all is not well and who want another option.</p>
<p>My Chicken coop is almost done, and I will soon be the proud custodian of six hens.  Maybe next year I’ll raise some chickens for meat, but I wanted to start small.  The coop was underway before the oil started leaking in the Gulf, but in the wake of the disaster, my effort at animal husbandry has taken on a new urgency: it is one more tiny effort to push the Balrog back into the abyss.  It is another small adjustment in the way I live that may contribute to a cascade of cultural change. </p>
<p>My bioregional response to the perversion of big oil may not seem very Ignatian, at least not on the surface.  Yet for me, the tug toward this alternative way of living is nothing other than a good discernment. I experience this pull toward more sustainable living with as much visceral desire as I am repelled by culture of destruction symbolized by BP. Surely God does not will the destruction of the Gulf of Mexico, but just as surely God wills that we who are horrified by the destruction act. We need to change.  We need to change now.  Get some chickens and help me push.<br />
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		<title>Christ is Risen!</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2010 20:41:53 +0000</pubDate>
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Although I am a Catholic Christian with an Ignatian disposition, I have a special place in my heart for the Eastern Church.  As a freshman in college I traveled to Russia for a month and was transfixed by the onion domes and ancient icons of the Orthodox churches we visited.  Upon returning, my [...]


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Although I am a Catholic Christian with an Ignatian disposition, I have a special place in my heart for the Eastern Church.  As a freshman in college I traveled to Russia for a month and was transfixed by the onion domes and ancient icons of the Orthodox churches we visited.  Upon returning, my interest in eastern Christianity continued. I read and was challenged by the work of Catherine Doherty, a social justice activist with eastern leanings.  I also devoured the work of Dostoyevsky, especially The Brother’s Karamazov, a novel that remains on my short list of favorites.  In graduate school I studied patristic theology and gravitated toward the Greek east.  My dissertation was on Cyril of Alexandria, an ancient Christian author decidedly in the eastern tradition.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';">Of the many things I love about the east, perhaps the most salient is their perspective on Easter and the Resurrection.  While Catholics (and all western Christians) tend to think about the redemptive work of Christ as the repair of a moral breach between humans and God, the east tends to think of it as the repair of a physical breach. More specifically, following Paul in the letter to the Romans 9-11, western Christians tend to think that Jesus saves us by justifying us to God so that the egregiousness of our sin is no longer a cause for alienation with God.  Jesus bridges the gap between our sinfulness and God’s holiness.  While there is much that is important in this tradition, it is sometimes hard to makes sense of the resurrection.</p>
<p>In the east, on the other hand, the saving work of Chris has always been understood more as a deliverance from bodily decay. The inspiration is also from Paul, especially 1 Corinthians 15 and Romans 8:20-21.  In both of these places Paul states that bodily decay &#8212; literally rotting and decomposing &#8212; is the physical consequence of the the fall. So in the eastern tradition, when Christ dies he descends to the underworld, breaks down the doors of death and liberates all prior and future generations from decay.  Easter resurrection is Christ’s triumphant conquering of death and decay.  These traditions are not unknown in the West, they just are not as heavily emphasized. I think they should be.  Easter ultimately is more than an announcement of the repair of a moral breach with God. Easter is about God’s definitive “no” to the power of death.  Easter affirms our deepest hopes for material resurrection into a restored and renewed creation.*</p>
<p>In an effort to cultivate this eastern sense of Easter in my household, for 25 years I have used the traditional Greek greeting for the pascha on Easter Sunday.  Instead of “Happy Easter,” in my house we say “Christos Anesti” (Christ is risen) to which one responds “alethos anesti” (he is risen indeed). On Easter morning I always blare the paschal chant from the Russian Orthodox choir at Zagorsk, in which they sing the greeting in Old Church Slavonic. My kids have internalized this.  In fact my oldest daughter now is living in Alaska for awhile said even now living away from home she thinks about the singing Russians on Easter morning.  I’m going to send her the mp3 file.</p>
<p>So let’s start and Ignatian trend.  Instead of uttering the profoundly understated “Happy Easter”, let’s say instead, “Christ is Risen.” And, when we hear it, let’s respond with a hearty “He is Risen indeed.”</p>
<p>* For those who with to explore this further, these themes have recently been beautifully described by N.T. Wright in his book Surprised by Hope.<br />
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<p>Last week I went to Bethel, Alaska to visit my daughter Erin.  She moved up there 18 months ago to do a year of service with the <a href="http://www.jesuitvolunteers.org/">Jesuit Volunteer Corps</a> and decided to stick around another year, maybe two.  I had a lot of frequent flyer miles, so off I went.</p>
<p>Bethel is far away in more ways than one.  Situated 400 miles west of Anchorage in “Bush” Alaska, there are no roads in or out.  The only way to get to Bethel is by plane (year round) and by boat up the Kuskokwim River in the summer.  It takes a long time to get there, almost as long as it takes to get the Europe.  But, Bethel also feels like another country.  Whenever I got out my wallet, I felt surprised that they took dollars.  It’s also really cold, at least in the winter.  One day the wind chill dipped to -67 Fahrenheit. That was pretty nasty.  Undeterred, the Bethelites bundled up and went out on the frozen river to watch the finish of the annual dog sled race, the <a href="http://www.k300.org/core/">Kuskokwim 300.</a> Mushers are local heros.</p>
<p>The Jesuits (and the Jesuit Volunteers) minister in Western Alaska in service to the native Yup’ik population. The Yup’ik are a soft-spoken and very interesting people, many of whom still live a quasi-subsistence lifestyle heavily dependent upon hunting and fishing. However, their communities also suffer from the same social ills that plague other native groups in the lower 48.  So, the ministries there resemble the Jesuit/Ignatian ministries in South Dakota on the Rosebud reservation. It’s good work and consistent with the Ignatian commitment to the work of social justice.</p>
<p>Perhaps the most salient feature of my time in Bethel, though, was a powerful sense of community.  This must surely be one of the reasons every year some of the Jesuit Volunteers, like my daughter, decide to stay even after their year of service is completed and even in this harsh climate.  My daughter has no television, the town only has one radio station, my cell phone did not work, and for internet access I had to walk across the frozen tundra to the local community center, which I did once a day. So, I had a lot of down time, and I was suddenly and blessedly free from the relentless barrage of information that constantly invades my life. Stepping out of the plane into Bethel is like stepping back in time to a slower paced and more humane form of life. Community happens naturally there in a way that is perhaps impossible even in a moderate-sized city like Omaha where calendars and schedules rule. Bethel is a time machine or an artifact or both.</p>
<p>On Friday night &#8212; before it got really cold &#8211; the town turned out on the ice road/Kuskokwim River to send off the mushers.   We watched the dogs pull the sleds into the darkness, then went in for tea, warming our toes by the heater, the noise of modernity inaudible and nearly forgotten.</p>


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The Reverend Larry Gillick, S. J. was recently a guest on my podcast, Catholic Comments. I have known Larry for almost 20 years, but he continues to surprise me with the depth of his insight about life and human motivation.  This conversation was no different.  We talked about Advent, which &#8211; to paraphrase [...]


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The Reverend Larry Gillick, S. J. was <a href="http://cct.creighton.edu/?p=564">recently a guest on my podcast, Catholic Comments.</a> I have known Larry for almost 20 years, but he continues to surprise me with the depth of his insight about life and human motivation.  This conversation was no different.  We talked about Advent, which &#8211; to paraphrase Larry &#8212; he called the season of making room for Christ.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';">Since my days as a theology student, I have generally thought of Advent as a season of waiting and expectation.  There are good reasons to understand it this way. After all, we are waiting for the birth of the Lord with expectation.  Also, the readings of the season point to the second coming and the general resurrection, for which we all wait, though with varying degrees of expectation. For me, thinking about Advent in this way had become so routine that the season had lost its ability to edge me toward any kind of spiritual insight during what might be called <em>the American Season of Frenzy,</em> which happens to correspond to <em>the Christian Season of Advent.</em></span></p>
<p>During the interview, instead of pulling out the standard trope of “waiting,” Larry said that Advent was about making space for God.  Think about it. If you are like me&#8211; and I know many people are not &#8212; Christmas preparations feel a bit like a pain in the ass. They come at a really bad time in the life of an educator.  In late November and early December, the momentum of the semester builds toward a crest that crashes into final projects and exams.  When these are finished, I have just enough time to grade them and then careen around the city Christmas shopping in crowded places (which I really do not enjoy). All of this combines to create a baseline of unease (at best) and annoyance (at worst).</p>
<p>So, lately, the approach of Advent has been a source of irritation because it means that once again <em>the Season of Frenzy</em> has descended upon me. In this state, I care little about waiting and am unmoved by apocalyptic promises of the second coming. Finish the exams, throw up the tree, get through it all so I can rest &#8212; this is my attitude on the days when I am most tired.</p>
<p>At the interview Larry compared bringing the Christmas tree into the house to the making space in our hearts for the arrival of Christ.  Moving the furniture to accommodate the tree is analogous to clearing an inner space to accommodate the reception of the Lord. “But we don’t want to do it,” Larry said, “we resist.”</p>
<p>I resist. With Christmas approaching&#8211; as I write this it is just a few days away&#8211; I find myself, ignatian style, contemplating the innkeepers of ancient Bethlehem on the eve of the arrival of the Holy Family.  Who can blame them for turning away Mary and Joseph and the unborn Christ.  They were busy. They had businesses to run. Their inns well full. Besides, it was the freaking Government’s fault for imposing the stupid census that required people to travel to their ancestral village at a difficult time of year.  Why should I bend over backwards for a couple of losers who left too late and did not make a reservation. Didn’t they watch the news for God’s sake.  They deserve to sleep on the street because they are such poor planners.  Joseph must be a pretty lousy husband &#8212; not very responsible.</p>
<p>Sometime I think that Ignatian contemplatios are a bit juvenile. I mean really, putting yourself in a Bible scene?  Who does that in the twenty-first century except children and fundamentalists? But, when I do it, it almost always bears fruit.</p>
<p>I am &#8212; we are &#8212; so much like the innkeepers of Bethlehem when it comes to the spiritual life.  During the last couple of weeks that have defined the season of Advent, I can see, in retrospect, times when the Lord was asking for a room and but the inner inn was closed.  My reasons were pretty good, though.  I had stuff to do, places to go, papers to grades, podcasts to produce, blogs to manage, a class to take, food to cook, people to form, children to raise. I was busy, and besides, God could wait because God always does.</p>
<p>As the Advent season winds down, I am finally ready for room-making and God is there waiting.  God, of course, is undisturbed by having to wait, but I find myself wondering how much more graceful the last few weeks would have been if I had made room then.</p>
<p>Maybe next year I’ll do better.<br />
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		<title>Life in the Ruins</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Outside the window of my hotel room window in Montreal the old and the new contrast with a stately elegance.  The morning sunlight reflects off the glass of a nearby skyscraper and, in turn, passes through the window of a copper roofed artifact from another age of the world.   The horizontal nave [...]


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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright size-full wp-image-548" title="montreal" src="http://ignatianlife.org/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/montreal.jpg" alt="montreal" width="310" height="235" />Outside the window of my hotel room window in Montreal the old and the new contrast with a stately elegance.  The morning sunlight reflects off the glass of a nearby skyscraper and, in turn, passes through the window of a copper roofed artifact from another age of the world.   The horizontal nave of the old French-Canadian church across the streets interrupts the verticality of the sky-scrappers behind it, and, in interrupting, it softens with stone and aging metal the relentless ambition of towering glass and steel.</p>
<p>In Montreal, though, as elsewhere in the Western world, Christian culture is a crumbling remnant.  The architectural remains of that culture, like the church across the street, prompt me to reflect this morning on the difficult task that confronts those of us whose vocation it is to live among the ruins.</p>
<p>Like many of my friends and students, I am drawn to the vigorous spiritual energy that characterizes that Church’s experience in other parts of the world, especially among the poor. Two weeks ago, I was in the Dominican Republic and experienced again the rich vibrancy of Latin American Christian piety and devotion.  In March I stood transfixed as angelic voices in war-ravaged northern Uganda praised God in song despite the terrible material depravation that characterized their lives.  I understand the desire to live among those who know their need for God.</p>
<p>I do not want to suggest that spiritual poverty is somehow as bad as material poverty nor that the materially wealthy do not have the duty to care for the materially poor.  But, despite that, it is also true that those of us trying to live out Ignatian Spirituality in the shadow of skyscrapers cannot neglect the well-fed poor among us.</p>
<p>As I write this, I am aware of so much suffering: a couple struggling with their marriage, young people profoundly confused about their sexuality and pathologically afraid of commitment, a friend approaching 50 who thought an affair with a younger woman would turn back the clock on his aging, my brother-in-law’s uncle who shot himself in the head rather than face the continued humiliation of unemployment.  Those known to me are but a tiny fragment of a huge mass of human beings struggling for meaning and purpose in a world that can seem hideously indifferent.</p>
<p>Reflecting on this, I realize that the gospel has made a real difference in my ability to negotiate the deep deceptions of my culture. It is, I think, part of our vocation to share this path with others.</p>
<p>I am today especially grateful for the Christian life. Although an artifact from another age, it still retains a liberating power.</p>


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		<title>What do you want?</title>
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“What do you want?” This is one of the most basic questions in Ignatian spirituality, but also, at times, one of the most difficult to answer. In my pre-Ignatian days, I used to think that, when faced with choices about a possible course of action, God would probably want me to pick the harder one, [...]


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<p>“What do you want?” This is one of the most basic questions in Ignatian spirituality, but also, at times, one of the most difficult to answer. In my pre-Ignatian days, I used to think that, when faced with choices about a possible course of action, God would probably want me to pick the harder one, or the one that seemed less appealing, or the one the seemed “more spiritual” in whatever way I happened to be thinking “more spiritual” meant. It was something of a liberation to learn from my Jesuit spiritual director that what I wanted, deep down, was what God wanted for me. According to this way of thinking, the best way to know God’s will is to know my own heart.</p>
<p>The problem is that we often don’t know our own hearts and that our desires can be really messed up. A short vignette from Matthew’s gospel instructs. In chapter 20, the Mother of James and John comes with her sons in tow to Jesus and he says to her “what do you want?” She answers that she wants her sons to sit at Jesus’ right hand when he comes into his kingdom. Jesus replies “you do not know what you are asking.” The story makes clear that what James and John (and their mother) think they want is glory and honor as a reward for their discipleship. Thus, a disordered desire (power) is at the heart of their motivation, but it masquerades as a holy desire (discipleship). However, a few lines later Jesus transforms their desire by explaining that true discipleship is servanthood. What’s cool about this story is that James and John, because they stick with Jesus, eventually figure out that what they really want is to follow Jesus no matter what, and they come to recognize the seductive deception of their first desire. Following a disordered desire is the source of all bad discernment, and it inevitably leads us away from God.</p>
<p>I recently was invited to apply for a job that would require a cross country move. If I were to get it, it would mean more responsibility, more opportunity for leadership, more money, and closer proximity to extended family, all of which, in some strong ways, I want. But, it would also mean moving my youngest child from the high school he loves, leaving a community that has taken years to establish, leaving the work I am currently doing and enjoy, and leaving a property for which I have deep affection, all of which I do not want.</p>
<p>Given that I am an American male, I felt a certain amount of interior pressure &#8212; even desire &#8212; to respond to the items on the first list, especially those offering more power and money. In my discernment temptations loomed: “besides,” I could say, “this opportunity is really about getting back to extended family, and my son is young: he’ll bounce back.” I also reasoned that we could make new friends and, more perversely, I found myself speculating that our friends would probably leave anyway. But ignatian practice pulled me back from that. I took the time to listen to my heart, and when I listened it was clear that the deeper desire was for stability and relationship even if the price was for now, and maybe forever, not to have the other things. It took a few weeks, but I chose not to apply. I think in this case I did a good discernment.</p>
<p>Responding to God honestly when God asks “what do you want” is one of the great challenges of the Christian life.<br />
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